Hey!! im here to update. =)
Wanna say Thanks to my Dear.. <3
She has always been there for me.
Well.. lets BACK TRACK!

23March,
Speechday rehearsal,
i must say, it was Fked up. lol.
its like, they said report by 2.30pm,
then they only start rehearsing around 4.30pm.
and on top of that, they pronounced my name wrongly.
its Vincent Tan Jun Cong,
the Cong, is pronounced as Chong,
but the MC pronounced it as KONG. Lol.
after it ended, about 5.45, i went to NPCC.
help out a little lah. then Ms Toh, out of the blue,
asked me to join the Marching Contigent. D:

25March,
No NPCC training, lol

27March,
Npcc's Annual Camp.
Friday to Sunday.
But friday was the speech day rehearsal.
so i went for it, ended about 5pm
then joined the camp.
Campers had this "cooking competition".
lol. but sadly, this sec3 guy, fadli,
got burned by boiling oil. O:
he and 2 other CIs and me accompanied him
to the clinic opp sch. He could'nt take the pain.
It was 2nd degree burn if im not wrong.
then i stayed in school and took care of him,
while others went for Night Walk @
bukit batok nature park. lol?
BTW, Ncc used our camp fire wood. lol
not their fault. it was due to communication problem.
but it was resolved. =D
1st night i stayed up till 4am. poor me.
slept around 4.05am? woke up at 6.. D:
worst thing was, i slept on canteen chairs. WTF?
Missed my dear loh...=\

28March
Woken up by CIs at 6am sharp. fff...
went to npcc room and slept for another 2 hours. LOL
woke up at 8am, EVERYBODY WAS GONE.
except for a few ppl.. D:
NO BREAKFAST WAS LEFT FOR ME. wtf..
went out to eat loh..
they came back around noon.
NCC was playing something like lazer quest around school.
a bit jealous only lah. lol.
then had this camp fire preperation.
i forgot what i did.. umm, around 3.30pm,
there was this WET activity.
campers had this competition whereby they,
must carry a small cup with holes to a bowl 10M away.
then the CIs and Senior NCOs were preparing at the back,
with the water bomb. Before the campers finished playing theirs,
the CIs started playing. and of course, Senior NCOs joined in,
then gradually, the campers started at us playing,
like we were the main game.. then one of them, suddenly stopped.
he told the other CIs who played, "what have we become"
"why are we doing this" "we had slacked off TOO much"
i gradually also stopped playing cause i was scolded for playing,
and the person who scolded me, continued playing. WTF?
he said the activity was for the campers, not me.
so i walked away.
then he started playing what i was playing. WTF? FUCK?
nvm, went to help out in the firewood stuff.
he was then eventually scolded.
argh. skip skip skip,
camp fire prep done,
went to bathe,
after bathe, i was scolded for not tucking in.
i was like, WAS THERE A FUCKING NEED TO?
EVERYONE else had their shirt untucked.
including CIs and Graduated Senior Ncos.
and whats best was,
i was told to tuck in by my OWN batch de Senior NCO.
MY OWN BATCH de. She has the same rank as me and she told me off.
saying im still schooling, must tuck in.
FUCK? nvm. then i was told another thing.
I have to greet all CIs JUST because i was schooling.
HELLLO.. before camp, they didnt say anything if i didnt greet.
after they woke up, its like, they vent their anger on SNCOs,
applied new rules OUT OF THE BLUE, nvm.
I had my dinner, then mrs mok asked me if i wanted to go IMM
lol? i was blur man.
then i got to know that what she acutally asked was,
helped to buy equipments and food for BBQ for the CIs and SNCOs
for BBQ in mid night. it was quite alright.
sat on mrs mok's car.
1st time man. lol. then came back to school,
camp fire was burning alr, nvm
60 earth hour was on too. lol
then, after everything, it was supper.
a SIR, told Senior NCOs to start BBQ FIRE at 11.45pm,
ONLY senior NCOs.. wtf? its like, picking on us.
so i got sooo fucking pissed off, i went to sleep at 10.45pm
only woke up the next day at 8am.

29March
Day the camp ends.
woke up, took the walkie talkie from NPCC room,
walked to the canteen.
of course i took to canteen cause i took it there before i slept.
it i used it the previous night.
so, sat down at canteen, blur a bit.
this Graduated Senior NCO from MY BATCH,
asked me "is there a need for you to hold on to a walkie?"
me "nope"
her "then put it back"
me "where"
her "on the logistic table, where all other walkies are now."
me "ok"
then, i was thinking, who was she to talk to me this way.
of course, i just kept sitting there till she walked away.
LOL. felt so good man.. shes powerless towards me,
but so am i towards her.
so ,this other CI, asked me if the BBQ pit was put away,
i told her "i dont know anything, i just woke up"
she was like.. okay. but can you still go check?
... ended up i had to clear the bbq pit.. fuck..

after that, went home, changed and met my DEAR!
=D brightened up my day. O:
<3 =P. went to mac as she was studying there.
accompanied her till she wanted to go home. =]
i basically "stole her bag",
then returned to her when we reached her blk. =D
<3<3.
shes the light of my life!

30March,
went to school in mufty,
changed to half U after school for the parade rehearsal.
i used liquid kiwi to polish my boot.
this CI, saw it. she was like, joking with me
she said " wahhhh liquid kiwi ah"
then walked away. okay....
then a SIR told me during the break that,
SNCOs MUST wear Full NPCC uniform every training if,
there is a muster parade.
WHAT THE FUCK. im only Senior NCO,
im back in npcc to HELP OUT, not being treated as a cadet.
IM ALREADY OUT. but WORST THING is,
this SIR also added on that there is an additional item
to my FULL uniform. a whistle..
fuck.. can anyhow add rules one sia. ccb.
then he added on that i must use SOLID kiwi,
not liquid, if i use liquid,
he would STEP and Turn is foot on my boots.
and the ony way he could have known this is thru that CI.
its like, she cannot close 1 eye sia. wtf
moreover shes from MY BATCH. MY OWN BATCH,
feeling unrespected after the camp already..
she soot me.. i will remember.. zzzz..
im thinking, WHAT is the USE of kiwi,
FOR BOOTS TO SHINE RIGHT?
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS THE DIFFERENCE.

Today,
nothing much though, havent iron my uniform.
tomorrow dont really feel like going npcc.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY tmr..
If anyone fucks me tmr during npcc,
i might snap man.. go nuts.. really..
im sacrificing my time, and moreover its my birthday.
then going to have dinner with my dar after that.
hopefullyy they release me on time.
<3 my dear soooo much!.
sorry though, this post kinda like, to,
vent my anger.. :(
but still i love you v, my dearest! ^_^
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