It was a terrible night last night.
I had a hard time sleeping..
Turning and turning around..
Thinking of a lot of things..
A part of me tells me that i should'nt rush things..
But another part of me says maybe i should..
But yet, another part of me says i'm not good enough..
And yet, another part of me tells me that im Jealous!!
It was fucked up last night..
But still, i managed to find some sleep..

At the back of my mind tells me that
someones waiting for me..
I don't know what to DO..
Damn..
If only that someone was right here now
for me to explain everything thats in my head..
Sad...