Today is a "less happy" day for me.
She was late for school.
Stayed in the General Office.
It finally ended at 2.15pm.
I saw her leaving the school.
Wanted to chase but i was having a toilet break.
Smsed her. But got a reply quite late.
Its alright. Then i MRTed down to toapayoh.
MCYS was not as big as i expected.
Afta that i gone home. But on the way,
I smsed her. She told me she is going to
send her phone for repairing.
Okay, so now she's using her previous phone.
But she's not replying me at all.
Was it the messages she saw from her
previous phone made her think alot?
Refusing to reply me? or is it just me being
jealous? Seems to me that she really
liked her previous relationship.
Maybe not ready or refusing to
start a fresh new relationship.
Its not a problem but I feel like going nuts.
She says she got over it long ago.
But those feelings came back for her.
Want to scream out lout for everyone to
hear how much sadness i feel.
I'm just lost for words.
I don't know whats my or her
motive. But i hope its for the best of us.

Vincent

It was a terrible night last night.
I had a hard time sleeping..
Turning and turning around..
Thinking of a lot of things..
A part of me tells me that i should'nt rush things..
But another part of me says maybe i should..
But yet, another part of me says i'm not good enough..
And yet, another part of me tells me that im Jealous!!
It was fucked up last night..
But still, i managed to find some sleep..

At the back of my mind tells me that
someones waiting for me..
I don't know what to DO..
Damn..
If only that someone was right here now
for me to explain everything thats in my head..
Sad...